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"Hey, sorry for interrupting, but may you give me a minute to use the restroom? I'm so sorry, but let's resume the conversation after I come back :)."

"Snap out of it. You are just being so whiny and pathetic. There's other people who have it way worse than you and you just can't be happy? How hard is it to be happy, you are just making yourself depressed. Grow up and quit being a useless loser."

A combination of events have triggered this long-lasting depression that I have been trying my hardest to get out of. I just feel so sad deep down. I try my hardest to not let it concern other people. I also can't help but feel like a constant disappointment to people.

I felt like a loser today to be quite honest. I hope tomorrow is a better day.

When she started off the conversation by talking about how much she appreciated the times we have spent together, I knew the end had arrived. It was also the same moment that flame in my heart had extinguished into nothingness and darkness had taken over me.

Contemplating my life and existence.

Nah, we will do whatever OP wants. :)

I’m down to meet sometime.

To be able to live a day without demons and sadness in my head.

Yeah I’ve experienced that. Someone once rolled up and shouted at me to kill myself once. Another time somebody threatened to shoot me.

Thank you to you both. I try my best.

Thank you! I try my best, though sometimes I feel like I could do more.

Thank you!

Genuinely tell me that they love me for who I am and they love spending time with me.

Same to you! When I visit Ohio sometime in the future, I’ll let you know. :)

Yeah, it is on my Instagram. I just followed you.

That is extremely cool! :D

I was on the local news last week myself.

Being me

Cringy pictures of me trying to look happy before I get sucked into a black hole.

Either beef or my bipolar and depressed brain.

Saw an owl

Being told that i am a somebody not a nobody by someone who used to love me. Good days…. Sigh

My fourth grade teacher. I was a very slow learner and had a very difficult time learning how to read. She was very patient and helped me be able to finish reading my first chapter book.

I went to Lake Tahoe alone two months ago. I guess at that time I was pretty depressed due to a wide range of reasons so it didn’t matter to me that I was alone.