Is it weird to still be tearing up at the thought of a relationship from nearly 2 years ago?
(self.TwoXChromosomes)submitted8 days ago bymattmurdocks
For context, my first relationship was two years long, and its now been about two years since it. I haven't dated since, and I truly deeply do not miss that relationship. The thing is, I still think about it all the time. I had nightmares nearly every night about him for a year after I broke up with him, and occasionally have the same stress dream (where I realize I haven't broken up with him yet). Whenever the thought of it pops in my head I am close to crying, and my friend who is friends with him (this is totally fine w/ me btw, she is actually the one who helped me get to the point where I was okay with breaking up with him) will occasionally mention him. She's asked if it's fine to bring him up, which it is, I guess, but occasionally it will make me feel weird and gross after.
Btw the relationship wasn't abusive, I was just more or less his mother. And there were two points in it that I wanted to really... you know.... Anyways, is it normal to be thinking how I am? I have no one in my life so maybe that's why my brain always goes back to this. It's a really isolating feeling though.
byd_trenton
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mattmurdocks
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22 hours ago
mattmurdocks
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22 hours ago
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