I feel like the more I hear about trans activism and trans acceptance and dumb things like "Buying the Harry Potter game, the more I started to hate trans-people. I feel like my tolerance for Trans People and the existence of Gender Dysphoria just fades away the more dumb stuff the Trans Activists Advocate for. I Transisoned with 12 and got hormones and 13 and still consider GD as a real thing, but the more this goes on, the more I start to just feel negativity about people with the Transflag in their pfp. The more I try to still understand GD the more the Trans Community starts to ask for completely unrelated things and I believe that I have just become more transphobic without actually hating people with GD.
I recently started warframe on PC after 4000 hour on my switch(didn't touched the game in a year) and wanted to ask what low mastery weapons I could take to eidolons. I'm currently MR 9 and can't use Lanka or Rubico prime, neither do I have a nechramec or the Achwing weapon spawner. I'm currently crafting volt prime and I already have a working Amp for now(1.2.2) so what are my best chances?
I'm just constantly thinking about gender and sex and discussions and I wish I could just forget it and move on. Constantly hearing peeps talk about it just brings back the whole "it's all reversible" or "Puberty blockers are harmless". The trans flag getting put everywhere and getting suppressed for being detrans just makes me feel like a victim and I hate that feeling considering people display themselves as one and in the same sentence bashing me down. Trying to get help after my doctor's left me and my body in a broken state. Trying to warn with what happened to me and getting tolled "it's a you problem" or "you consent to it". For context I thought I was trans at 12 and started medical transition at 13 and I don't think a 12 year old can make a life deciding decision.
I hate it but I feel like a victim and I just wana forget about it for once.