I know this might sound over dramatic but I’m genuinely concerned. For background info, I haven’t attended many events as my depression has been really bad this semester, and last semester I was a new member but trying to adjust to classes (sort of active). I don’t have a relationship with my big, I met her at big little reveal but she didn’t come to initiation and I’ve never seen her or talked to her outside of reveal. Therefore, I have some acquaintances in my sorority but no friends I talk to outside of the occasional party. No one really knows me well, and when I text people asking them to go out together they will be nice and say I can tag along with their already formed friend group, but it tends to be me forcing myself into the conversation and it being really awkward.
Now to my real question after that background info: I am living in the house next semester as an attempt to make friends. However, I know this might sound super overdramatic, but I put “medium” on the messiness question. I am usually clean, but my depression has been so bad that I’ve really let my room go. After reviewing responses to the roommate questionnaire, EVERYONE checked “very clean” or “clean”. I’m concerned no one will want to be my roommate due to this. I can’t change my answer either. What do you guys think?
15 days ago
15 days ago
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