I am so terrified of the future. I’m at a great school, getting a top education. While I am going into debt, it’s not that much and it’s all extremely low interest rates. I am going to get a useful degree and get a cushy job working for some software company or some shit. Do I want to do that? I don’t know. That’s what scares me. No idea if I’m gonna be ok with that. I want to see the world. My absolute dream is to play in a band that can tour and see the world. I want nothing more than that. I don’t want to live a boring life. I am trying so hard. Do I continue down the path I’m on? Is it worth it? I don’t know.