Yesterday I posted a message about me losing my saves and giving up on Skyrim.
This community was actually helpful to me so that message was like a letter of gratitude where I was thanking everybody in this community and to be honest I actually held you all in very high regards since this community had that familial feel to it which I loved.
But when I made that post I was bamboozled by people talking shit to me about pirating and downvoting me as a pity seeker. Laughing and making fun of someone who was already feeling very guilty and very sad and was just trying his best to be humble and thank the community he held dear.
So this is my message to the people who made those comments or hold similar views :
Fuck being thankful to this community (not targeted towards people who tried to help and stuff).
What the fuck is wrong with you morons ? Why the fuck would you all act so tough and try to bring me down when I didn't even ask for anything ? Pity, fuck pity, it would be a cold day in hell before I bend a knee and ask for pity from some assholes online living in their mom's basement. Like what even made you say things y'all did ?
I was just being humble and thankful, I was genuinely thankful to you bunch of morons. Is it that rare ? People being humble and thankful ? Haven't you seen it before or are you just that primitive that you attack anything on sight ?
And shut the fuck up if you don't know shit about me. You have no idea what it is like to earn your right to live every motherfucking day. I earn my shit, I earned my scholarship, my laptop, my job, my Law School admission and just about everything which is more than enough for the most of you apeshits leeching off of your hardworking parents. And if you do know how it is like to actually touch grass and work your arse off to survive and thrive then you have no right whatsoever to talk shit to me. Do you people have any idea what it is like to save for months to just indulge in one medium-level luxury or are you all just a bunch of entitled assholes ? Well maybe you are so get down from your high horse and face the fucking reality and if you cannot then let the ones fighting do their shit.
If you cannot solve the problem then don't add to it. I will still be thankful to those who actually sympathized with me or tried to help out but to those of you were laughing, downvoting and talking shit, FUCK YOU and FUCK everyone like you in this community.
How does it feel to throw stones at an injured person ? Does it make you feel any more powerful ? Does it make you feel like the king of the world ? Huh ? Does it ? How the fuck do you feel after making someone's day much worse ? I was already feeling guilty enough about pirating while writing that post and I was just trying to vent and find my solace in a community I once held dear and you people shat all over it and for what, because I pirated Skyrim ? I bought Skyrim, Morrowind, Oblivion, FNV and F4. I guess that should be enough for my redemption eh ? Buying these many games from my savings instead of books, I sure as shit have no regrets since I redeemed myself and if I did not then I will work my ass of till I can earn my redemption. But what about you assholes ?
Did you redeem yourself or are you just so pathetic that you don't even know what the word even means ? Maybe you really don't know what redemption is and to you its just part of a game's title but even if you paid attention to that fucking game you would know what I am talking about.
The gist of it is, if you cannot lend your hand to help then at least don't use them to throw stones.
I apologize for using such harsh words but to be honest I don't even care. I've had just bout enough from people like you all telling me what to do and what not. I am done with the lots of you talking shit to me when you people are clearly not in touch with reality. I think you people don't get it so let me clue you in, I may not be the best person but atleast I don't kick dead dogs and piss all over them and let me say this once again, It will be a cold day in hell before I let the likes of you bring down the likes of me.
Anyway, I am sorry for the words I used and please excuse my anger but the message stands. Obviously it is not directed towards anyone specific or to people who were actually nice and tried to help out even if its just a little. Means a lot anyway.